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April 13, 2009

Stuck.

Today is one of those days that I feel stuck. Stuck in life. It's one of those days where nothing goes wrong in particular, no one says anything to set me off but I just don't feel right. I don't even know why.

Ever have one of those days? A day full of minor routines, maybe one or two pieces that won't fall in place -- a server that won't work, a plan that doesn't seem to be materializing, a dream that is half-way implemented -- and it feels like I just want to curl up and go back to bed and not go about any routine or talk to anyone.

So, I stopped debugging the server, stopped worrying about the incomplete dream, and just looked at the photos I took yesterday of r~.

That didn't fix my vague blue mood or fill me with a surge of adrenalin to get going but at least it reminded me that soon, I will be home playing with her and then everything will take a back-seat. It made me smile.

Thank God for that.

Oh! And Happy Tamil New Year's Day!

5 comments:

The Doodler said...

I've had lots of these days.. :)

IBH said...

happens post delivery :)

but cheer up! bright sun! beautiful baby :) what more?

love to the little one!

Anonymous said...

Happy tamil new year to you and your family

Peridot said...

Ive been feeling ths way for quite sometime now:-S *sighs*

RS said...

Subha - :)

IBH - True :)

anon - thanks.

Peridot - Sigh indeed.

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